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A Trial of A Lifetime

It seems like it's been forever
You know, since they took her
Each day is so unclear to me
Which step do I take, there are so many.

One big boom
Everything happened like zoom
I never know what will happen until it hits me in the face
Then I'm left alone with a broken spirit and confused no options, not a trace
Not a clue.
All at one time
What do I have to show for it, not a dime.
I'm stuck in slime. This driving me out of my mind

A Trial of A Lifetime

She's gone for right now
But that's okay, I'll get her back.
That's right, I'm claiming that.
I know I'll get my baby back
And that's a fact.

I try not to give into depression
I'm a good person
I've done everything you thought I couldn't. I made it possible
Lately in the midst of it all, I've learned not to be so gullible
And when my mind is set, I'm untouchable . Accomplishing a mission
The both of you thought would be impossible
The things you think are impossible, to me they are remarkable
In the end, I'll have mine. This is only a test.

A Trial of A Lifetime

I'm down for now
I'll come back up, not as the same person, but with a different vision . It will show
My dreams are going to come true
It won't bother me none, besides if I never see you two.
Besides, you know the type of heart I have and what I can do
I have nothing to prove.
And that within itself can be a nightmare to you.
Because you both got the best of me
But I'm strong.
I won't be down long.

My bills are behind
But the light of glory will shine.
Today is very shady
But as I live day by day...
I'll be okay.
I won't sit and sour like a lemon lime
But Lord this just feels like...like...

A Trial of A Lifetime

Why me?
This is the question that always pops in my mind.
Oh but the Lord says I'll be just fine.
I'm the next in line.
So I'll get my blessin'
And the beauty of this blessin' is that I'll find strength in this lesson.

I've loved the both of you me and gave you chances,
More than twice.
But that's alright, I'm still holding on to the fight.
I've treated you so kind
I with that this was a bad dream and could all be erased and
I gave you an inch and you took me through a long mile
You took me on another mile then I realize this is not my style.

A Trial of A Lifetime

My hope goes up and down everyday
But my faith in the Lord stays.
That's always
My baby was taken. My world was shaken.
You said You Loved Me" but you were lyin'
You've hurt my and my baby, my heart was taken.
You must have been mistakin'.

She was and still is my inspiration,
My everything.
And I'm still fighting
Boy am I going through something...

A Trial of A Lifetime

She's the reason I was at my graduation
The reason I'm continuing my college education.
We deserve the best and soon we won't have to struggle in
A financial situation.
Pretty soon we'll be permanently together.
She depends on my and I depend on her.
Yep! That's my baby girl.
The most precious baby girl in the world.

In the mean time I'll continue to do what I gotta do
One day I'll see me and I'll see you
I'll say nothing because there's nothing I have to prove
Success will show itself because I've done everything I was
Supposed to do.
Because this was nothing but a trial.

A Trial of A Lifetime



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